well no, I’m not particularly okay. my boyfriend ended shit with me today. he said used to like me, but he just stopped and doesn’t think he’s “ready for a girlfriend” but he assured me that I’m the only girl he’s ever dated that this has happened with, so I know I’m extra special. he went in on me about how annoying I am and how he can’t really stand to be around me sometimes. which is a problem he never saw fit to bring up for me to change soo. it sucks because I never asked him for anything except to be good to me and I put up with so much of his shit and tried to be a good girlfriend to him, but he said he still just didn’t want me. he said dating me was a mistake and he doesn’t regret ending things. and anyway everything is terrible and he sucks and I feel stupid and depressed.